Blind to Identity.

I tried to read the colours in Your eyes

That's when I realized I'm blind

Blind to your smile for me

Seeing only what I choose to see

Not because I do not want this

I trust You, just not myself

I long to be who I am in You

I will be

Vaguely I remember, all You've done in me

For old lies overshadow, who I know I'm meant to be

I can see it, yes, even more that ever before

I need to believe it, not just know

You love me for me

Though I cannot understand 

Your love is surreal

Yet it touches me

Open my eyes

To see the colours in Your eyes

Specifically for me

The colours of love

Calling me beauty divine

-Since December of '05 God  has been speaking to me about who I am in Him. I still have a hard sometimes grasping this completely.